1:13 PM | Wednesday, October 25, 2006
how hard i will be.
wake up damn early today.8.15?then time really past very slow this morning.went out at 2.30 to meet up with jer,gary and steven at khatib.went j8 for gary and jer time scheduling.then met up with jianyi.then steven left us for work,then rest of us went suntec.walk around.suntec quite small?i think so.but time flies past really fast.why man.time flies when i having fun,when i am moody,time pasts so slow.then ate dinner outside with family.tomorrow last second day of skool.i can still remember what happen during last day of skool last year.lots of sec twos crying here and there.i guess its my batch turn?i hope not.cause even though they parted they still have lots of other friends in other classes joinning them next year.so yeah,skool gonna end,very fast indeed.under-19s reaching.i really want to do well.i want to join the national team so badly.its a lot of people dream.its one of my important dreams too.i want to relish it!i hope my legs would recover or at least not so pain when i kneel down on thursday or friday.god,please shower me with blessings of love from you.and let my leg recover in time and with no pain and fear so that i can play for singapore!my country!
god,please give me chance to join.to me,floorball is all.national team is just like promoting.and i want that kind of feeling.i don't mind being second fiddle.as long as i get to play.i am happy.national team is where i would want to end up,before i stop playing floorball.i really made my decision.but i just can't.i can't force myself to do it.i don't know why.i so hope to be the guy you considering.just one last chance.i need it badly.so badly.i miss you.i love you too.love is illness,as what you said yup.it seems to be an illness.but too be i am like an addict to the illness.i can't leave that illness.i just need you so badly.Authentic.